CONFUSED BY LIFE

CONFUSED BY LIFE.

LIVING IN A SMALL TOWN ISN'T EASY.  ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU FIND IT COMPLICATED TO GO OUT ANYWHERE.  I DARE NOT GO OUT AT NIGHT.  THE PUBS AND CLUBS ARE JUST NOT FOR ME.  SITTING IN MY DARK BEDROOM IS.  THE TV MAKES ME ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED.  WHY?  BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE ANYMORE.  ENGLISH PEOPLE ARE SO FULL OF BULLSHIT.  I'VE HAD THIS SORT OF THING NOW, FOR YEARS AND YEARS.  THE PROMISES OF A BETTER LIFE. 

THEN THERE IS ALL THAT DUMBING DOWN, OF MODERN SOCIETY TODAY.  I FEEL THAT MANY ARE BEING BRAINWASHED, BY ALL THE NONESENSE OF THE LONDON 2012 OLYMPICS.  AND THERE IS THE STUPID JUBILEE.  VAST AMOUNTS OF MONEY WASTED ON SIMPLE EXCUSES, JUST SO THE WEALTHY CAN HAVE A SLAP-UP BANQUET.  AND BEHIND ALL THIS IS A MASK OF XENOPHOBIA.  NO, I WILL NOT CELEBRATE SOMETHING, THAT REMINDS ME OF BEING IGNORED BY LIFE.

THEN THERE'S THAT TUNE CALLED "LAND OF HOPE AND GLORY".  WHO ARE THEY KIDDING?  ENGLAND HAS NEVER BEEN A LAND OF HOPE AND GLORY.  IT'S ONLY BEEN THE LAND OF HOPE AND GLORY, FOR THE WEALTHIEST.  I'D RATHER DIE FOR A PROPER CAUSE.  NOT A BUNCH OF GREEDY LAYABOUTS, THAT RIP OFF THE COUNTRY.  THEY ARE ALL A GROUP OF LEECHES.  THEY TREAT THE POOREST WITH SHEER IGNORANCE.  THE SONG "MAKING A BOMB" BY MISERYLAB SPRINGS TO MIND.  HOW IS BEING POOR SUPPOSSED TO BE FAIR?